GOING THROUGH MY STILLBORN KEEPSAKE BOX + baby's clothing haul | Forever Reign

GOING THROUGH MY STILLBORN KEEPSAKE BOX + baby's clothing haul | Forever Reign

Hey loves! To honor Mother’s Day, I went through my daughter’s memory box following stillbirth. These items have been a huge part of me coping and I am so grateful to have y’all to share it with. Happy Mother’s Day to all mothers. Thank you for your sacrifices and hard work!! You are appreciated. For those of you like me who have experienced the loss of a child or infertility of any kind, stay encouraged and trust God’s timing!

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  1. Inari Malone on December 6, 2021 at 2:02 pm

    lolololololol when you said “don’t laugh” and then you pulled out the patent leather black church shoes, I SCREAMED!!!! lol brought back so many memories! Omg!!

  2. Jazmine Romes on December 6, 2021 at 2:03 pm

    Will you ever should the baby pictures ? Like over time ?

  3. tracy shep on December 6, 2021 at 2:06 pm

    That’s so funny I have a baby he just turned three and if you look on my Instagram he’s got a pair of gray joggers on with little black knee pad detailing to it and a long sleeve black shirt that says mini boss big lettering all across the front and I sent him two head start one of the first days in that so the students and the teachers would know he run things when I picked him up that day I told the teacher my baby is used to being the boss just so you know but on your other video I left a message letting you know I had a son by Sean who died at 2 month old I have a daughter who is older also and that was her first brother so she kept picking out shirts that said little brother and my sister loves me and then obviously he was a stillborn so I had him for two months so there was a couple Bobo’s that he used a lot in blankets that smell like him inserting bibs and a couple outfits that I just loved on him or loved the way it looked and I actually have a little Treasure Chest that I found at Wegmans probably around the size you would put at the end of your bed it’s probably half the size of one of those benches or maybe the size of one of those big Square safe and just so you know if you want to keep a couple outfits I kept a lot of my son’s stuff in there even if he was stillborn I’m sure there was still things I would have kept in there a couple of his little brother shirts my daughter picked out bibs that said mama little man Bobo’s you know anything that I really really loved or my favorites whether I had him stillborn or the two months I got blessed with with my son I think every person if you’ve gone through the pregnancy past 7 months you’ve bought a lot of things and pictures your baby in them in all other kinds of things that have special meaning to you and I feel like myself the size of the treasure chest was perfect like I said I have a couple of a lot of little things I have in their blankets clothes bottles pacifiers his birth certificate his Footprints a bunch of pictures a piece of his hair his umbilical cord obviously I had two months with him so I had to have actual funeral so I have all the cards and pictures from the funeral in there the first offense dad ever bought him just a whole bunch of things but I really think it’s helpful to me and it might be to you I know everybody’s different but I have found it very helpful to me to be able to go back especially as time gets farther and farther away and go through those things and just take time out sometimes to think of my baby and remember him and look through certain memories and smell certain things and no matter what the situation sometimes that’s good for people they have things to look back on or actually touch sometimes hold well they’re having their thoughts or just enjoying memories so it’s up to you but I don’t think anybody would think anything less of you if you decide to keep a couple things even if she never got to wear them just maybe your favorite little pieces honestly I was in very bad denial I didn’t want to get rid of anything for probably 2 years and even when I finally did bring myself to get rid of everything and just keep the stuff in my chest for him it took me another two years 2 to even think about letting his pack and play go my mom kept trying to tell me you need to sell it or donate it and get rid of it’s not healthy but that was where he slept every night that was my last memories of him was being in there and a lot of my memories of him cuz he was only a couple months old he did a lot of sleeping so I was not ready to let it go until I was ready to let it go and nobody could tell me anything else and kind of like you when I did decide to give clothes and things away I wanted to give them to my friends and family that we’re pregnant and having babies and a lot of them weren’t at the time so 4 a while I held on to quite a lot of them and it might seem weird to some people but to me I only gave each person that I gave it’s tough way to usually like two outfits and a couple other things and my mom was trying to insist that I need to get rid of everything and it was make it harder for me and it wasn’t healthy but to me I wanted to only give each person that I love whether it was a family member or friend when they were having a son I like to only give them two outfits because I wanted my son to be passed around every where’s I wanted his memories and people think about my baby when they were getting their babies dressed for years I didn’t want to give all my baby stuff to one friend where every time she got her baby dressed she was thinking of my baby and we’re only one person had my son’s stuff so he his stuff went from my house to their house and that was that no I wanted to give every person some of my son so I would give like two outfits of my babies. To a baby so my son was spread everywhere’s and his memories were everywhere’s

  4. Seantia Dunlap on December 6, 2021 at 2:06 pm

    You are a queen 👑 😢 your doing great

  5. Eee Bee on December 6, 2021 at 2:08 pm

    Did you receive any therapy? You seem to be emotionally strong but sometimes talking is good.

  6. Amber Hatcher on December 6, 2021 at 2:08 pm

    So happy I found you. I have been through the same thing twice. I now have two sons and a daughter. God is able so I hope you don’t give up.

  7. bexHarding on December 6, 2021 at 2:09 pm

    Your video of your pregnancy & labour got recommended to me from YouTube, once I watched the video, I subbed straight away. Your strength is amazing. You are a diamond, so open, honest, strong, and genuine. Gorgous clothes you had bought for Reign, she’d be working that catwalk honey. God bless you & God bless Reign xxx Sending you love from the UK 🇬🇧. X

  8. Nene && Dynim on December 6, 2021 at 2:09 pm

    Hi, I know we don’t know each other and I’m honestly not sure how I came across your page, but I thank God for bringing me to your page! I’m not sure if you go thru & read your comments…..Hopefully you DO; I pray one day that you read my comment(I’m sorry I may be all over in my comment, but I just have so many things on my mind thinking of you; and just watching your videos )………..Firstly, I want to tell you that I am so very sorry for the lost of your baby girl💕. Your spirit is amazing and it is so touching! God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers; and he won’t give you anymore than you can handle. You are truly covered by the blood of Jesus & he most definitely has you covered. Before I commented on this video I watched three other videos including your Labor&Delivery one that I literally watched over and over 4 times. That video gave me chills through my body omg you’re beyond strong there’s not enough words to even describe you during that time; you took a very life changing situation and uplifted not only you but everyone in the hospital that day that took part in your delivery; and then made a video to come on YouTube and tell the word “Your Story” with no filter;just telling it all exactly how it went with a very high spirit. I pray that God continues to bless you and that you continue to put out more content and most importantly that you continue to put your story out there and tell it to the world because so many people go thru this and they don’t talk about it at all! You’re a living testimony; God’s not done with you yet, your life is just beginning! This isn’t the ending of anything; This is the start of something new; a new story; a new chapter. Just like you said God does everything for a reason, it may not be at all of what we like nor what we want want but it’s definitely God’s plan! He’ll continue to help you get thru this❤️because I know everyday isn’t all good, with some days being better than others but you got this🥰 (last but not least; i just wanted you to know),,Lastly your BabyGirl Regin IS & ALWAYS WILL BE PROUD OF HER MOMMIE💕💕💕 Sn:We don’t know each other and have never met, but I Love You Gurl, and Hope one day we can meet, people like you give me a reason to just keep pushing and keep moving forward throughout all my obstacles. You never know what a person can be going thru. “You-Are-Inspiring”…..P.S. I want to let you know that I have subscribed to your YouTube channel; most importantly I did not forget to turn on my post notification bell so I can forever be notified when ever you post a video! and yes I’m also following you on social media(in case you see a new add on Instagram that was ME😀) Keep Thriving & Keep Pushing GodBlessYou🙌🏼❤️👏🏽

  9. Tschandra Heinze on December 6, 2021 at 2:11 pm

    I love how you said ohhh the crisscross back she is her mother’s child. I can just see her in my mind smiling. I live the frame behind you are those her beautiful feet???? 💜 May God keep blessing you and your life. You are such a refreshing strong strong Mama. Your beautiful little girl will always be a part of you. Sending thoughts and prayers from Anchorage Alaska

  10. Hannah Valdez on December 6, 2021 at 2:11 pm

    Thank you for sharing. I received the same memory box when my son Jonathan was stillborn at 34 weeks in April. We finally had a small memorial service for him last Friday. His ashes were buried near his grandmother’s. We were able to show the items in the memory box with our family members. I was so glad to hear that the hospital where Reign was born took such good care of you and helped you to make some precious memories. I am thankful for that in my case too. Take care.

  11. Darinique Ravazza on December 6, 2021 at 2:14 pm


  12. Tomeka Hillery on December 6, 2021 at 2:15 pm

    God blessed you and I like your message.And keep your head up high!!!!

  13. MrsTellItLikeItIs😎 on December 6, 2021 at 2:17 pm

    Stay encouraged and I will be joining you on your journey… Bless your hearts desires…

  14. Valerie Pettus on December 6, 2021 at 2:18 pm

    Very beautiful outfits! Keep that beautiful smile and positive energy. Let us know when you will be expecting your next baby. God has great things for you.

  15. LaTasha Tyler on December 6, 2021 at 2:18 pm

    Love everything!! ❤❤❤

  16. Faye Sparrow on December 6, 2021 at 2:18 pm

    Great success with your channel

  17. Susan Sumner on December 6, 2021 at 2:19 pm

    Your so such a strong woman . God bless you I hope one day your blessed with another baby.

  18. Mary&Maya Vlogs on December 6, 2021 at 2:23 pm

    You have great taste.

  19. Life with Jimmy on December 6, 2021 at 2:24 pm

    God bless you!! You r an inspiration to all!! You have an amazing spirit! My ❤️is with you! ❤️🙏🌺🌸

  20. tracy shep on December 6, 2021 at 2:26 pm

    Awww How gorgeous God bless her and you you’re so strong I really wish we could see the gorgeous pictures of her I understand you’re worried about some people feel like it’s graphic because that’s why I don’t usually show pictures of my son and his casket but that’s your baby and that’s the only pictures you have to show offer so I say show her off show that gorgeous girl off but when you feel like it at your own discretion obviously

  21. Brittnie Beck on December 6, 2021 at 2:27 pm

    Sorry ur lose I had two miscarriage just sub to ur page

  22. Chalotta Vessell on December 6, 2021 at 2:28 pm

    Ok Auntie..love those dresses ♥️

  23. Beloved G on December 6, 2021 at 2:29 pm

    I’m a Clinical psychologist and I can see how therapeutic this is for you. I’m so glad that you found a way to heal. I lost twins at 27 weeks in 2016. My placenta was not functioning properly as well as had attached improperly which caused me to hemorrhage and could have killed me. I always say that they gave their lives to save mine because of how my baby A was positioned she sort of clamped the blood flow otherwise I would have hemorrhaged to death. I’m a therapist but I haven’t completely resolved that loss. So it’s encouraging to see you, it did maje me cry but still encouraging❤

  24. Nan ‘59 on December 6, 2021 at 2:29 pm

    It’s so obvious your faith is what has helped you! I’m so sorry your baby died. Her memory box is just amazing. Especially the notes from your nurses and doctors! I’m really glad they were all so loving to you, and baby. I’m sure they were all heartbroken for your loss. I’m so thankful you have Jesus in your life. I don’t understand how people without the Lord, can get through these kinds of things. Your daughter’s little foot prints. Such a treasure ❤️

  25. Donna Williams on December 6, 2021 at 2:32 pm

    My heart goes out to you. May the Lord continue to hold you through your journey. There is no earthly hurt that Heaven can’t heal. Be blessed.

  26. Malinda MooniePie Cain on December 6, 2021 at 2:35 pm

    your strength is amazing!!! I couldn’t imagine what you must have felt. God bless!!

  27. Melisha-O Osborne on December 6, 2021 at 2:37 pm

    God bless you Momma🦋💗 and her dada🦋💗

  28. Dana Chatman on December 6, 2021 at 2:38 pm

    You’re very strong. God’s gonna give you double for your trouble. Yes… “Twins!”

  29. KayBee on December 6, 2021 at 2:40 pm

    It’s very hard to loose a child especially after giving birth. My loss was early on but it was still difficult. What was worse was the loss of my baby sister years ago at 5 months of age. It forever changed my life, I loved that little girl!! So happy that you’ve found the strength that my family and I had to find to keep going. God made it all possible. Enjoying your videos they are very positive and inspiring which is the only thing I surround myself with. You are wise beyond your years!

  30. NancyMcDow on December 6, 2021 at 2:45 pm

    A wonderful tribute to your beautiful, precious daughter! She is lucky to have such a great mom as you.

  31. Sherrina Ransom on December 6, 2021 at 2:45 pm

    One brave young lady!!! I admire your strength as this is a VERY difficult time!!! God Bless you💜

  32. T Nashè on December 6, 2021 at 2:48 pm

    Are you and the dad still dating?

  33. Casmarie Sherwood on December 6, 2021 at 2:49 pm

    I wish my hospital did that for me. I just recently loss my son, kristian is his name . He was fullterm , I delivered him on April 27th 2020 ,one day after his due date.

  34. Faye Sparrow on December 6, 2021 at 2:51 pm

    Do u plan on trying again?You have such a great personality.

  35. Anita the Realist on December 6, 2021 at 2:51 pm

    Oh girl, Reign was flossin!!! Beautiful! Thank you for sharing your baby cuteness of a wardrobe. Keep your head up beautiful! .♥️♥️💋💋

  36. LadyShyye on December 6, 2021 at 2:53 pm

    We call the lace undies rumba pants.

  37. Linda Segraves on December 6, 2021 at 2:57 pm

    I am sorry you loss your precious baby girl. I can’t imagine going through that. Because of your religious beliefs are you going to wait until you are married to have a child or children? No, explanation needed. I pray all goes well with your life going forward. BTW, I love the name Reign.

  38. Taylor on December 6, 2021 at 2:59 pm

    You’re so sweet & it’s amazing that you’re gifting so many things to your brother/ friend for their babies. It seems like that would be a hard thing to do, getting rid of things. But you’ve turned it into something positive & I think it’s amazing. You’re such a strong momma 💪 ❤️

  39. Tasia Moore on December 6, 2021 at 3:00 pm

    I know you’re being soo strong in this video 😘 nobody will deep down know our pain 🥺 i lost my daughter in March Ta’miah 💕 can you give some tips on how ur coping .. thanks for sharing sis ..

  40. sheria rickett on December 6, 2021 at 3:01 pm

    I truly enjoyed watching/listening to you share your story. As days go by it will get a lot easier to deal with. My first born son, was born earlier and he passed away in my arms. To this very day I think about him and I remember that day as if it was yesterday and it was years ago. But I always think about the what if’s. Especially since after him, I had 2 other children and all 3 of them look just alike. Each pregnancy was a high risk and by God’s grace my other 2 children survived. It’s a pain you never want anyone to endure. But in life somethings are out of our control. God’s plan is not our plan, but with God’s grace and the strength He gives you, to be a piece of hope for another lady going through something similar. In due time God will show you His purpose for you. Just keep your hand in His hand. Thank God for your support system and this platform. This will help you in more ways then you will imagine. God bless you and your family

  41. Shawntina on December 6, 2021 at 3:01 pm

    That’s such a beautiful remembrance item to have. Thank you for sharing with us!